what an interesting test! I saw her clearly going clockwise and made an effort to see her go the other way...then I had a hard time going back!

wow that's a trip. at first i thought it was a joke, cause i couldn't get it to change. hah. it took me a really long time to get her to go the other way, anti-clockwise. and i had to keep my eyes unfocused or squint . but when i finally got her to go that way, i found it really relaxing. felt like unwinding. it's hard to go back and forth. that's so weird. i'm thoroughly tripped out.

and re the stroke thing, when i was a kid i used to lay in bed with my eyes closed because it took me a long time to fall asleep, and this thing would happen, i would 'see'/feel.. experience, whatever, this kind of .... expansive pale pink and blue and white scene... maye the blurry form of a polar bear, at least i thought it was a polar bear, there was no real definition anywhere. and then snap, i'd be in this constrained little space, staring at a bulletin board, covered with old newspaper clippings and other scrapbook type stuff, very cluttered, a half empty glass of wine, a revolver i think, lots of detail, very tight small space... and all weathered and worn... mostly yellowy black and brown. and the poof, id be back in the expansiveness, and snap, back in the constriction.... sometimes it went back and forth really fast, like a second, sometimes it was more like a couple seconds. i haven't had it in a long time, but sometimes i still get it, for a short while and it goes away. but when i was younger, it was almost constant.
it was the same thing she was describing, going back and forth. same experience. i always wondered about that, always meant to ask someone about it, what it meant, although i kind of thought it was just... i don't know, my imagination?

anyway, thanks for that, it's been enlightening all around!